Aaron Yan Ya Lun 炎亚伦

Here is a poem I dedicate to my favourite singer, Aaron

I saw a guy,
Far from my place,
A shocking feeling suddenly came to my heart,
I knew I fall in love,
For the second time.

But he is with a girl,
Holding her hand,
A girl with a cute and innocent appearance,
Feeling panic with his arm around her.

My heart breaks,
As my tears flowing down,
I know I can't compete with that girl,
Coz I'm not as pretty as her,
Not as slim as her.

Till now,
I still love him,
Wondering about his love life,
Only my heart knows how I feel,
Always and Only, Love You...
Aaron Yan, Fahrenheit

breaking up or not ?

i had a reali bad day.. this is my worst day ever in my life.. i nvr felt this sad, bad and angry b4.. i had a BIG FIGHT with my bf..

i oso dunno whether is i too demanding or him.. i even dunno whether is his fault or mine.. our distance getting far and far nowadays.. v keep having the same fight this month bt this time is the most serious one.. i not sure how to explain this bt i jz feel he doesn't love me the same anymore.. he doesn't care as much as last time.. i wanted to cry hardly in front of my mum or my best fren, Sab bt i cant.. cox i been lying to them tat i break up wif him last month..

in his sms, he said i nvr try to find ways to go his work place and accompany him.. bt he jz dun understand how busy i am preparing for spm.. i have tuition on mon, wed, thurs, fri and sat.. even sun i hav extra class or seminar.. on mon, i finish sch on 2.30pm and still go tuition til 7pm.. on wed and thurs after my co-curiculum activity i still hav 2 go tuition till 7pm.. and now even my oni free day which is fri oso go tutition till 4.30pm..

he jz dun understand how stress and busy i am starting this month.. he nvr giv chance 2 me explaining wat's happening and no giv time 2 me to chng myself and find time accompany me.. i dunno what's happening to him nowadays.. i dunno wat 2 do..

TEKKEN PSP AND PS2

Ok, this is reali rockz. Who like tekken no matter in psp or ps2 pls be my fren and share ur skill power !! I reali in love and mad wif Tekken from beginning until now ps3 Tekken 6 !! Omg, I reali wish have a ps3 and play Tekken whole day !! My ideal character is Lili (for sure 100% i choose her !!), follow by Asuka Kazama, Hwoa Rang, Anna Williams, Lee Chao Lan and Jin Kazama.

Some offical Tekken pictures :

LILI

ASUKA KAZAMA

HWOA RANG

ANNA WILLIAMS

LEE CHAO LAN

JIN KAZAMA

FAHRENHEIT CONCERT !!!!!

FAHRENHEIT CONCERT 2009

Oh my god !! I having so much fun yesterday night !! At last FAHRENHEIT CONCERT IS HERE !!! It was at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil on 28 March 2009. I shout until no voice today, lol.. I also took almost 200 pictures and 5 videos. Sadly, i no bring camera go cox all the concert i went b4 does not allow us to bring !! But this time no check !! So regret no bring camera !! Argh !! And so sad I over high and din take Calvin beat box video and pics !!

Here are some pics took wif my phone :

This is the stage

FAHRENHEIT !!!

Singing oldies english song

Left : Chun playing drum set, Calvin doing beatbox, Jiro playing elecric guitar and Aaron playing keyboard

Another pic Fahrenheit playing their own music instrument

ROCKING THE STAGE !!! YEAH !!!


Dedicating love song to all of us !!

Aaron with his piano !!

Jiro with his electric guitar !!

Chun with his chinese drum set !!

ROCKING THE WHOLE STADIUM WITH JAY CHOU ROCK SONG !!!

Encore !!

Encore part 2 !!

Expressing each feeling to all fans

All the touching words from FAHRENHEIT to whole MALAYSIA !!!

Last word from me, Amanda to Fahrenheit : I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU GUYS COX ALL OF US REALI ROCKS !! LOVE U AARON, JIRO, CALVIN AND CHUN !! JIA YOU JIA YOU FOR NEXT ALBUM !! MUAX !!

Sorry..

I made a same and big mistake.. I did this action many times since i was form2.. Which is, I hurt my boyfriend again..

At first, i was having problem wif my frenz and myself too.. I started to become an anti-social person.. I dun like being around wif ppl so eventually i feel like not belong to my gang.. I told this prob to my bf, and he was trying very hard to help me as in sms my fren and tell them my prob.. where he actually does not like to care other ppl personal prob including me..

Well, things work but i dunno what i said in sms that offended him.. he straight away bla3 me and say bye.. one sentence that hurt me the most is "i dun hav time to play childish game".. i was so pissed off cox this is the sentence that i hate the most and he always say that to me.. so what's the prob wif childish game ? as if he is so BIG and MATURE enuf to scold me as children..

Ok, let's get bak to main point.. i admit i was very pissed off at 1st.. but my fren show me his sms which he sent yesterday to her.. i feel so regret and embarass scolding him.. i dunno what i can do to make him happy bak and 4give me.. last time, when i was form2, i also never think about his feeling b4 then straight away scold him.. and i did the same thing now..

Serge a.k.a Dear, I want to say I am truly sincerely SORRY for what I did to you.. If you are reading this post, please forgive me.. I don't know what else I can do to make you feel better except express my feeling here.. I know no matter what happen you will still disappointed with my attitude.. Sometimes, I just can't control my feeling and emotion.. Maybe I'm not so suitable for you because I know you like understanding and caring girl.. I know I can't fulfill your wish, but you always make me happy and comfort me.. Thanks for everything and if you feel like breaking up because you don't feel comfortable with me, do as you wish.. I will just keep loving you no matter what happen until the day I die.. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER..

kitten die again

2day another kitten die.. the mother go step on it until die d.. sobs.. it is my favorite among the 4 kittens.. i was so sad until i can't stop crying.. sobs..

here is the pics i took b4 it die T.T

Sobs.. Eye oso havent open die d..

Another sad pic..

Saving cats

2day i saved one female cat while she born babies.. she successful born 4 babies, black, brown and 2 white (twins) kittens.. it's so cute !!

in the afternoon jz now, a male cat wan to disturb those babies, fortunately i manage to "shoo" him away.. lol.. luckily until now he no come back again..

it is really a wonderful experience seeing a cat succesful born babies and having shelter for them.. i reali wish those babies will grow up properly and the mother will protect them from harm and of course have a healthy life ^^

Here is some pics

Mother with 4 babies ^^

2 white, 1 black, 1 brown baby ^^

sports day

on 27/2, v had our sports day rehearsal. this time, i exprerience first time of taking off my shoes and socks and walk around the field bare foot. it was so disguisting walking through a grass land with water and mud !!

fortunately, yesterday which is our sports day, v doesn't need to take off our shoes. my team get fourth for the marching and champion for the whole ceremony. it's been four years in a row Amethyst get champion !! i really hope next year will get champion again because this is our last year and mostly all of the atheletes had already graduate. so sad..

scream at sabrina

omg.. i jz scream at my best fren, sabrina not long ago.. i din mean to scream at her.. bt she scolded me 1st saying i din go tuition and make her no handphone use while tuition.. bt i reali was completely wet and can't go tuition with my wet clothes.. y can't she understand ?

fortunately, she said sorry 2 me after went bak home and confess something happen 2 her when at tuition.. no wonder she bad mood.. both of us was bad mood so accidently scolded each other.. i hope she will forgive me..

Sports day marching

wow, 2day was a tired bt exciting day. it was my 1st time doin some activities under heavy rain. my house which is amethyst was praticing marching during afternoon jz now. it was hot bt windy at 1st. bt then suddenly the sky become dark and starts to rain dizzly.

not long, it was heavy rain and all of us was running to a camp. as time goes, rain falls heavier and heavier. even the camp oso can't prevent the rain come in so all of us was shiverring and the land was flood.

after a long time waiting, the rain was still heavy and we decide to run to the mosque neaby and later walk bak to school. that was the moment i run through the heavy rain with my long blouse and the water was splashing while i running.

this was my 1st experience playing with the rain water. it was fun bt now i fall sick already. hope i will recover before this saturday coz it it sports day. lol