Myself...

I'm having doubt bout my feeling 2 u recently.. I start thinking am i reali in love wif u.. Or i jz staying in the past and dun wan 2 move on..

I wanted 2 know i love u for the past or present or forever.. I wanted 2 know i miss u for ur embrace or kisses or person..

I was thinking am i not accepting the fact that u already change.. Not the old person anymore.. The caring, loving and honest person.. The one i trust that will not leave me forever no matter what happen..

I have to wake up from my sleep.. Realize time is passing fast.. Knows that nothing will change the fact.. I have to be more confident and independent.. I have to..

I must change the future.. Appreciate those who treat me good.. Never betray me.. Spend more time wif friends and my mum.. I NEED TO WAKE UP.. AWAKE FROM MY DREAMY SLEEP.. AND FACE THE TRUTH..

Look bak the past.. And never do bak the same mistake tat i did last time.. I'll move on.. Face the college life.. Where more challenge will be awaiting me.. And lastly, learn to appreciate whenever I have the chance..

Lonely Christmas

I'm sitting in the bed
Looking up the sky full of stars
Each blinks and shine its own light
Each reminds me of our memories
From the beginning to the end
Every obstacles we managed to face
Every happiness and sadness we shared
Will remain and sealed in my heart forever.

Thinking Christmas will soon arrive
Imangine sweet moment will happen
Unforgettable day will come
But it turned out to be my hopeless dream
You will soon forget about me
Not even remember my existance
I'll celebrate every year Christmas from now on
In my lonely room
That full of your pictures and memories.

Angels

Angels
They may exist in many forms
Humans, animals, or even your plust toys
They bring happiness to your life
Wash away misery and darkness
But for me,
My angel had already leave me
I dare to say that my angel is not my mother
But is YOU
YOU are my angel
YOU bring happiness and joy to me for 4 years
I thought these happy moment will last forever
But I have to face the fact
That YOU have done your job as my angel
And God had sent you to bring happiness to another person
I'm sorry if I failed to repay your kindness
Or maybe I did, but it is too late
All I can do now is
Sit at a corner
Waiting for you to come and guide me
To the road of love, happiness and eternity
No matter how long I have to wait
1 year, 3 years, 10 years, the rest of my life
I will always be here
And wait for you to say
I LOVE YOU