Sorry..

I made a same and big mistake.. I did this action many times since i was form2.. Which is, I hurt my boyfriend again..

At first, i was having problem wif my frenz and myself too.. I started to become an anti-social person.. I dun like being around wif ppl so eventually i feel like not belong to my gang.. I told this prob to my bf, and he was trying very hard to help me as in sms my fren and tell them my prob.. where he actually does not like to care other ppl personal prob including me..

Well, things work but i dunno what i said in sms that offended him.. he straight away bla3 me and say bye.. one sentence that hurt me the most is "i dun hav time to play childish game".. i was so pissed off cox this is the sentence that i hate the most and he always say that to me.. so what's the prob wif childish game ? as if he is so BIG and MATURE enuf to scold me as children..

Ok, let's get bak to main point.. i admit i was very pissed off at 1st.. but my fren show me his sms which he sent yesterday to her.. i feel so regret and embarass scolding him.. i dunno what i can do to make him happy bak and 4give me.. last time, when i was form2, i also never think about his feeling b4 then straight away scold him.. and i did the same thing now..

Serge a.k.a Dear, I want to say I am truly sincerely SORRY for what I did to you.. If you are reading this post, please forgive me.. I don't know what else I can do to make you feel better except express my feeling here.. I know no matter what happen you will still disappointed with my attitude.. Sometimes, I just can't control my feeling and emotion.. Maybe I'm not so suitable for you because I know you like understanding and caring girl.. I know I can't fulfill your wish, but you always make me happy and comfort me.. Thanks for everything and if you feel like breaking up because you don't feel comfortable with me, do as you wish.. I will just keep loving you no matter what happen until the day I die.. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER..