Tear Drops On My Guitar

J looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be

I'm sure she's beautiful
The girl he's looking at
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

J talks to me
And I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't see anyone when he's with me
He says he so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the one in my heart I keep thinking
Don't know why I do

J walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless
I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the one in my heart I keep thinking
Don't know why I do

So I walk home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll forget his appearance and
Maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the one in my heart I keep thinking
Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

J looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Police motorcycle @ Tesco Ampang !!

Yeng leh ? Standing between 2 police motor

Sitting on it !

Sitting on it ! So big in size !

My mum berlagak cool.. Lol

Too nervous cox many ppl looking.. x natural la this pic

My AFS Preliminary Application Form

Hehe.. here is my form that apply go Japan wan ^^

This is part of the front cover

This is the full front cover wif my photo ^^

2nd page.. my parents info and school info

Erm.. Short passage bout me.. Then those allergy and health stuff..

Apply for scholarships ^^ Family income.. Signature !!

Bla bla bla.. Bout the package and programs provided..

Lastly, bla bla bla bout the scholarships offered..

Yay !! I am submitting the form tml !!! If pos office got open.. lol.. wish me luck get the interview and fly to Japan !! Woohoo !!

Journey at Pudu

2day i had a long journey wif my friend sok yeng.. 1st, after my tuition at 3.00pm, me and her went to the pos office.. it is a very hot day.. when v wan cross the road, suddenly the traffic light turns green and all the cars chiong 2 us.. lol, v scream and faster run bak to the sideway.. haha.. scare us to death man..

ok, after v reach the pos office, sok yeng forget 2 buy envelope for post her application form.. lol, she run bak 2 the tuition centre and went to a book shop nearby.. under hot weather while i waiting like so po at the pos office.. lol..

when she came bak, both of us like crazy girl buy setem, wang pos and write all the details at the envelope.. v spend almost 1 hr at the pos office.. lol.. so swt.. i think those adults keep wondering wth this 2 students doin here so long.. haha..

then v went to aprinting shop and ask whether they got print brochure bout 30 pieces.. it is for my sivik project.. they said dun hav bt nearby got a printing FACTORY so he call us go ask.. lol, v din realize he said factory.. so v blur2 walk out and plan ask next time.. suddenly he call us and say "they minimum print 5 ..." - v was thinking bout 50 to 100 cox v din realize he said factory - "500 to 1000 pieces".. LOL !! WTH !! I was so shock and lucky i was not drinking water that time.. me and sok yeng keep laughing until bak home.. haha.. now think bak oso i laugh myself

Pizza hut as dinner~~

Deli wing, Cheese breadstick, Meatball bolognise, Island supreme !!!


My pizza slices !!

Wee !! Pizza hut as dinner tonight !! Yummy !!

8th April 2009

Lol, these pics is took by sab on 8 April 09..

er, me doin hw.. Sy posing.. Song make her hair.. Sh wif the purse.. behind got 4 monkeys boys

From left : Sab, Lynn, Izazi, Me (Kuan)

From right : Me, Lynn, Sab

My locker !!

Sushi King !!!

Yay !! So happy today !! Cox get to eat sushi king !! Woohoo !! Lol.. So, I went with my mum, Sabrina, Yeng Yeng and Lester (LOL).. We went Queen's Park beside Carrefour cox sab said there have lesser ppl.. Bt when we arrive oso nid wait >.<

While my mum waiting, we went to a pet shop nearby and there got so many cute puppies !!! Omg !!! I saw "fall in love" wif one of it and its price is rm1188.. Lol.. no comment bout the price.. haha.. After 10mins, at last its our turn to sit and eat.. Lol..

We eat bout 1 hour something.. When the fried tempura is out, all of the customers so happy.. Some of them is so idiot and sucks.. They jz take all the prawn and still act so LCLY.. What the f**k lo.. Stupid 7+1 woman.. No brain wan.. Some of the student also took all the Inari and i wan take oso k not.. damn it la.. lol..

4get bout it, at least we ate 65 plates.. lol.. got twin towers, haha..

Yay !! Twin Tower Yeng !! Lol..

This one is Twin Tower Open Mouth Yeng.. Haha..

After kau tim eat d, my mum send lester, yeng and sab to maluri jusco and they went tuition.. i no go cox waist pain.. T.T

A quite interesting day

today was a quite nice day.. 1st of all, our chemistry teacher 1st time scold all of us for not listening his tutorial.. lol, even his angry face looks funny and not scary at all.. bt the fact is, he likes those malays more than us cox oni them listen 2 him.. lol..

during tuition time, after add math class, we had extra 45mins b4 our next class start. me, sabrina, sok yeng, ei lynn, angel, suk khuan, jason and jordan went out to drink some desserts and we had funny conversation and long chatting.. this is the 1st time i feel warmth and nice feeling came to all of us.. ^.^

i hope we will have this kind of gathering next time cox it is reali fun to sit along wif frens since we already form5 and going graduate !!

Aaron Yan Ya Lun 炎亚伦

Here is a poem I dedicate to my favourite singer, Aaron

I saw a guy,
Far from my place,
A shocking feeling suddenly came to my heart,
I knew I fall in love,
For the second time.

But he is with a girl,
Holding her hand,
A girl with a cute and innocent appearance,
Feeling panic with his arm around her.

My heart breaks,
As my tears flowing down,
I know I can't compete with that girl,
Coz I'm not as pretty as her,
Not as slim as her.

Till now,
I still love him,
Wondering about his love life,
Only my heart knows how I feel,
Always and Only, Love You...
Aaron Yan, Fahrenheit

breaking up or not ?

i had a reali bad day.. this is my worst day ever in my life.. i nvr felt this sad, bad and angry b4.. i had a BIG FIGHT with my bf..

i oso dunno whether is i too demanding or him.. i even dunno whether is his fault or mine.. our distance getting far and far nowadays.. v keep having the same fight this month bt this time is the most serious one.. i not sure how to explain this bt i jz feel he doesn't love me the same anymore.. he doesn't care as much as last time.. i wanted to cry hardly in front of my mum or my best fren, Sab bt i cant.. cox i been lying to them tat i break up wif him last month..

in his sms, he said i nvr try to find ways to go his work place and accompany him.. bt he jz dun understand how busy i am preparing for spm.. i have tuition on mon, wed, thurs, fri and sat.. even sun i hav extra class or seminar.. on mon, i finish sch on 2.30pm and still go tuition til 7pm.. on wed and thurs after my co-curiculum activity i still hav 2 go tuition till 7pm.. and now even my oni free day which is fri oso go tutition till 4.30pm..

he jz dun understand how stress and busy i am starting this month.. he nvr giv chance 2 me explaining wat's happening and no giv time 2 me to chng myself and find time accompany me.. i dunno what's happening to him nowadays.. i dunno wat 2 do..