Mocktail presentation = End of presentation

The April 2010 intake students successfully ended their assignments + presentation during their first semester in BUCH with the Mocktail presentation (Beverage Studies exam).

Now we still have few more days to go for our final exam as well as end of semester. Let's wish all students of BUCH pass their exam with flying colors !!!

Stress

I am feeling super duper stress now and I never feel like this before during high school. So what I'm stress of...? Let's see :

- Final exam is next week and I don't even study a single thing yet
- My mocktail presentation is this Thursday and I not done with my proposal
- Setting up the bar for this Thursday is MORE HARDER THAN I THINK !!!
- Wednesday is my final EAP presentation and I don't even know what am I suppose to do
- My msn messenger is suddenly down where I can see people's message but they can't see mine
- My Twitter application in Facebook is not working where my tweets can't be seen in status update
- Love and relationships problems keep bugging me and it gone worst at this time
- Super Junior concert is coming and I have to in charge of Phillipines ELF for their hotel and transport plus promoting merchandise for SS3
- Plan for semester break suddenly go out of control and things went upside down
- Having financial crisis and don't know how long I can survive

Yeap, and the list go on and on without a full stop. Yet I unable to solve a single thing mentioned above and I feel so useless where people can solve their problem easily but WHY I CAN'T ?!?!?!
Oh God, please show me the way because I already half dead now >.<

Lost hope

I shouldn't be emotional at this time...
I should have focus on my final exam...

I shouldn't fall in love at this time...
I should have just study hard in college...

I shouldn't feel miserable when I face this problem...
I should have just throw it away and enjoy life...

I shouldn't do this right now...
I should have do it later on when the time is right...

I shouldn't lost my hope just because of this words...
But why am I feeling not myself right now...?
But why am I so sensitive about your response...?

It is just a question...
A stupid question...
But why your "I don't care de, haha" makes me feel like... Abandoned ??

I suppose to have stronger heart now...
But why it is easier to break into pieces...?
Why it is easier to feel the pain...?

I guess I know why...
Since the day you leave me, I have lost hope in everything I do...
Even I fall in love again now, I am afraid...
Afraid to lost like how I lost you...

I don't have the courage to stand up...
I don't have the courage to say out loud...
I don't have the courage to pretend nothing happened as before...
I only have fear and negative in me...

Yes, I have lost hope when it comes to falling in love...

Happy Birthday Heechul

생일축하합니다, 희철 오빠 !!!
Wow, you have changed a lot since debut of Super Junior, Heechul oppa~~ You become more and more "pretty" and "cute" from day to day ^^ I really love how you look at No Other MV and your smile is awesome !!

Hmm, I have not much too say, but I'm here to wish you all the best and keep up the good work =) We really can see that you have become better compared to last time. Please smile often like you did in No Other but not that wicked smile please =.=

Han Geng's case had been hard for you right ? I know you and him are so close but please believe in him. As best brother of Han Geng, you should always support him no matter what happen and this is what we ELF doing now. Please stay strong oppa, because you have us and SuJu ^^ 사랑합니다~~~

Happy Birthday Leeteuk

생일축하합니다, 이특 오빠 !!!

Well, it's been 5 years since the debut of Super Junior. Time passes so fast right? Honestly, I just want to say that you are the best leader I ever seen and SuJu is so lucky to have you as their guardian angel and hyung =)

I know Kangin enlisted to join the army in coming 5th July will leave great impact on you. I will miss him too as much as you do. I know it's hard for you but believe me, 2 years time is short. With the busy schedule you are having now, I'm sure you go through everyday like bullet train. I hope that you will stay strong and wait for him to come back and I will pray for him always. So don't worry ok ?

Lastly, I want to say 사랑합니다~~~

Happy Birthday Ryeowook

생일축하합니다, 려욱 오빠 !!!

Well, it's been hard for you this 5 years right ? I'm glad that you manage to go through it although most of the time you will shed tears behind us, ELF.
We want you to know that no matter what happen, you will always be our forever magnae ^^ Please stay strong because you have us and all your hyungs to support and hold you whenever you fall ok ?

Last but not least, 사랑합니다~~~