You are my everything...

I never think of falling in love when I first met you
I still remember I met you outside the Lecture Theater
Our first sentence "Hey, I know who you are" "Yeap, that's me"
That's how our story begin.

It started with a cup of bubble tea
Remember I kinda force you to treat me ?
Well, everyone was talking about us that time
Still I doesn't have the feeling on you... Yet.

Remember how you help me install DotA ?
Remember how you teach me patiently ?
Remember we always chat until late night ?
Remember we talk and talk all kind of topic ?
That's where I unconsciously felt in love with you
With my friends support and advice, I believe you like me too.

Things doesn't turn out smoothly
Remember how I express my feeling to you ?
You rejected me, saying nothing but only "We are friends"
Seriously, I was heart broken that time.
I took a lot courage to believe and take the first move, but...

I guess the love cupid is with me sometimes
Eventually you express your feeling to me too
But only after I kinda force (again...)
I'm glad you are with me now, hope it will last forever.

Actually I am still wondering
What if I never post out the status that time ?
What if I never met you before ?
Will we be together ?
Will I ever smile again ?
Am I still under a heart broken situation ?

I glad I met you my dear... I love you... I really do... <3 Please give me a chance to take care of you, I know I still doesn't have the skill to become a girl you wanted, but I promise I'll try my best... To be the one you only love, to be the one you will say to your friends "That's my girl" <3

Goodbye Semester 3

At last I have time to update my blog after inactive for more than 3 months

Yeap, I've ended my semester 3 in college, umm... Successfully? NOT YET !!!
Just one more Ala Carte and Buffet exam and I'll go for a holiday !!!

Semester 3, a short semester and stressful to the max !!!
However I really learn a lot especially in my
Advanced Cuisine and Restaurant Operation class
Our lecturer for both kitchen and service taught us a lot of things
I feel that I have more confidence now serving guest and I'm looking forward to work in F&B area

Below are some dishes I make during my restaurant operation

Mango Bavarin

Gratin Nachos Chips with Spicy Tomato Salsa

Velvet Chocolate Mousse

Unfortunately there will be no more kitchen class starting next semester.
Gonna miss practical class a lot T.T

2011 - A new hope, A new journey

Frankly speaking, I have quite a number of goals to be achieved in 2011. Hmm, let's put it as "hopes", goals is quite a heavy word for me. LOL

1. First and foremost I want to change my "bad words" attitude. No more ma hai, so hai, mother fucker, and whatever you think I can say. Well, at least not to say it in front of my beloved BF because I already promise him ^^

2. Next I really want to study hard for my 3rd semester !!! I wasted my time on 1st and 2nd semester and I'm really regret >.< Must work harder for coming semester until fight until the end !!!

3. Hmm, hope I can get myself an original iPhone earphone since I lost mine T.T Now have to use my mum one but I want to have my own =(

4. After watching K-On !, I feel like learn back my guitar but I do not have that much money. Hope to get a part time job soon and my time table allow me to do so. Desperately need a job to pay my installment for iPhone, laptop, camera and phone bill.

5. I also hope that my mum able to settle her financial problem because I see her really very stress about it. Mummy, I advice you go find a job with stable income, why don't you listen to me ? It's much better than you working in those property company where no basic salary at all. However I do respect your decision, and remember you always have my support ^^

6. Friendship, well to be honest I do not put too much hope from you. Advice, support and even negative comment I gave before, what is your decision I'll respect. I just glad that there will always be two person who support me no matter what happen <3

7. Last but not least, I hope our relationship will last forever. I'm sorry that I'm not a perfect GF to you, but you will always be my number one BF. I'm very thankful that you always forgive me, and I promise you I will try my very best to become better. I love you very much my dear~

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

2010 has been a year which I will never forget
From heartbreak to college life to family crisis to friends problem
I managed to stand up when I felt down to the deepest hole
I managed to go through two semester in college
I even managed to stay strong after I found out the truth in my family and friends problem

My 18 years old life gave me a lot of bitter sweet memories
I've learned how to get back up once I fall down
I've learned that one should appreciate every moment they had
I've lost my most precious dog and even my grandma
All happen in a blink of eye
Fortunately I have someone to stand by me and support me
I'm glad that I managed to move on every obstacles I faced

Friends
I finally know who is my true friend
Although not every moment we contact and hang out
But they will be there for me whenever I need them
Sometimes the more you know a person, the more you find it hard to share a problem with them
Or should I said you get to know their true attitude

2010 has come to the end now
Everything that passed should let go
Looking back will help sometimes
But moving on is the only way I can learn my mistake
Things happened in 2010 will keep in my heart and remain as memories

OK, enough of sad story LOL
2011 - I wanna get better !!!
First I wanna get rid of my bad words, at least not saying it in front of my bf
Next I wanna study hard and get better result !!! No more last minute study~
Then I pray that everything will be okay for Super Junior, it has been a hard year for them...
Not to forget I have to continue with my diet plan, eat too much during sem break
Oh, hope my mum will find a better job soon with a stable salary
Last but not least hope my relationship with HIM will maintain because I don't want go through heartbreak anymore

Specially dedicated to Park Jungsu

Oppa, please stay strong no matter what happen
I know you are so sad and can't help but to cry
We ELF are upset too, but we don't want to cry
I believe that we are your energy and strength
If we are weak, how about you ?
If we are crying, how about you ?

Winning Disk Daesang is your dream before you enter the army
All I can say is I rather you put the blame of us, ELF
We are the one who not helping much
We are the one who make SuJu didn't win
Please stop crying my dear oppa
Please, I want to see your smile and hear your laugh again

Teukie oppa, let my tears replace yours...
Let my sadness replace yours...
I will give you my smile, my laugh and my strength
Let me take all your tears, sorrow and sadness

Back to where I started

I forgot since when I stop blogging
Things go up and down for the past few months
I managed to get up every time I felt down
I realize that when no one out there reach for you, God is the only one who stand beside you
I realize that people around you are all wearing mask, but only God show His true face
I'm sincerely thank God for helping me again and again

One of the worst thing happened was my dog, Dau Dau passed away
She been living with me 5 years and be there for me when I'm crying
It happened so sudden that today I saw her jumping around and the next day suddenly....
I swear I'll take revenge if I had an opportunity to do that
Until now I still can't forget her face
She must be suffering before she let go her last breath
All I pray for now is she went to a better place and live happily there
Might as well as reborn to a better family or become a better person
I believe I will meet you again someday Dau Dau
No matter you are in human form or animal form

Love hurts and bring sadness...

My heart is in pain
My tears are dropping
I didn't expect something like this happened
Everything goes so well until I opened Facebook and saw your status

I thought I will be nothing
But it hurts more than I expected
Where is your promise ?
Where is your words ?
I trust you even until now
But you lie to me again and again

No one knows how bad am I crying right now
No one understand how hurt and pain my heart is
I can't believe you forget what you said to me all this while
Is not about my choice, is not about my feeling
Is about your promise, your words to me

You "betray" my feeling
You "betray" my love
You "betray" my trust
And I still believe in you
But what do I get in the end ?
You are in a relationship with another girl
While I still standing here waiting for you to come back like an idiot

Hmm... It's been quite a time I didn't upload my blog...
Well, recently nothing much happen...
Just that my feeling to someone had change...
I don't know how to describe but it is a weird feeling...
Guess it is time for me to think properly whether I should continue or let go...

Anyway, college life still goes on...
Everyday enjoy with my two dear, Clarin and Charmaine =)
Hehe, but the distance between me and one people is getting further and further...
As Clarin said, what I said she can't get it, is like both of us can't link like last time...

Oh, I got a new laptop (Lenovo) and a credit card (UOB)... Weeeee~~~~
Every night play with my laptop and left my desktop alone at downstairs... Feel so bad tim >.<
I used my UOB card for 3 times already... Petrol (RM30), dinner (RM95) and textbook (RM70)
Luckily 3 times also not I pay, hahahahaha XD

Well, guess I got to go for now... College close soon and mum is coming...
Will update this boring blog next time =)

SJ is forever

"Whatever they say, whatever I heard, I don't care. 13&ELF"

"There's only 10 members on the stage, but please don't forget that SJ is 1 forever"

"The one who believes us and follow us, hold you album firmly, yell proudly but with a modest heart ! SJ is SJ"

"Many people think that it's the end for us already, but I still believe this is a new start"

Cheras Leisure Mall Boston Restaurant review

This is the 2nd time I went to Boston restaurant at Leisure Mall. All my mood gone because of their service and the food condition.

It started with the food is served at an inappropriate temperature. The rice and the bread that just toasted was cold (I was wondering do they make the food this afternoon or what). My friend ordered a Banana Split and guess what ? The ice cream serve while we eating the main course and by the time we finish our meal, the ice cream already melt. =.=

Next is the their service. My mum asked for a chilli sauce and it took them 15 minutes just to take the sauce for us. When the food is served, there is no cutlery being prepared and they told us there is no more dessert spoon. You guys expect us to eat the ice cream with the big table spoon ?

Not only that, the attitude of the waiters (including the captain) were bad to the maximum. No smiling carved on their face, running in the restaurant as if there is a racing held, and lack of product knowledge.

So in conclusion : If you all ever think of trying this restaurant, do read about my review first before going. Honestly, there is no area I can give positive comment to this restaurant.
Rating : 2 stars